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i keep getting tweets from my main on here STOPP im embarrassed

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i forgot to follow back on here sorry oomfs

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these r kinda lame sorry i didn't have much time

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since i couldn't post these on main I'll post them here

ALL FAKE, SFX MAKEUP HORROR MAKEUP

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i relapsed and also fucked up both of my thighs
🧵

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im not cleaning them up im too lazy

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20 pills i found ^_^

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my cuts were hurting really bad at school today and i forgot i had PE and it was a fucking nightmare, i fell because of the pain and then that hurt even more bc i fell on the thigh my cuts were at 😭😭

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cat scratches

small sesh b4 school (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡

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I also got interrupted by my mom 😭😭😭

I'll try to do a somewhat big sesh of cat scratches tmrw (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠)

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i really wanted to do more but i realized i cant do aftercare for beans or deeper, i ran out of supplies (⁠๑⁠•⁠﹏⁠•⁠)

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styros

small sesh with my new blades! they were so sharp, one swipes with barely any pressure (⁠･⁠o⁠･⁠;⁠)

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also oreos, or just cookies in general i guess

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lemon pie and hotcakes with nutella :(
lemon pie is my favorite dessert, i haven't eaten it in over a year

[lila @tuliepi]

what’s a food that you really really used to enjoy but now its a fear food?

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i finally got some money, it's not a lot
i really want to spend it on sweets so badly but i know I'll just end up binging, they'll also make me go over my cal limit :(

im trying to distract myself thinking about how i can buy a gift for the girl i like (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

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@Gravefrom3arth @jaecqtt @somniumlunare omg same, but i have a ton of bags so i put the food on plastic bags, hide it in my other normal bags and take those to school and throw them there 😭

[𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐢 ࣪ ˖ 𖦹°⋆ @starvingmiffy]

another day of „my limit is 500 cals“ to „well 1,4k is still a deficit“

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i want to fast again hhhh i canttt fuck my stupid chungus life

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cant wait to try my new blades, i hope i can go deeper now 😭

my old blade was so dull i was so scared of multi swiping