You mention content creation a couple times, and your inbox gets flooded with men who want you to peg them.. ๐
Like I get it's a niche market, but I'm baby. I'm the one who wants to be pounded.
There's times I completely forget about my PTSD from the Marathon Bombing, but then there's days like today where I have to go into downtown Providence after they still have not found the shooter from the other night.
I love the good ol' US of A. ๐
4 years since myself and others publicly denounced MARF and honestly, it still hurts.
Seeing Tolgywood auctioned off last month, and no faire held this year? Big big oof.
Its crazy to me that I just attended a wedding that I originally planned to go to with one person, rsvpd with another, then just went alone. The shit that can change in a year is incredible sometimes.
I don't feel loved, I don't feel respected, and I sure as hell don't even feel like a human anymore.
But fuck me for having feelings right?
Just a constant reminder of why I should just be alone