mummy issues in 1 piece

autistic, miserable and suicidal // #shedtwt #drugtwt // dni if sensitive to mentions of abuse & trauma // eng/pl

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

mmmmkay 🫩 ciekawe jak inaczej wyglądałoby moje życie gdybym wtedy nie podjęła tej decyzji

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

the worst part is i become normal when im high, i clean and do chores with no problem im finally productive so why should i quit when i become a better version of myself when not sober :((

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

@tinysoup13 real :((

[Lammy @Lammyisback]

The autistic terror of not knowing how you're gonna survive the rest of your life with how much you're already struggling with the most basic things.

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

i never even expected to have friends who’ll cheer oh so loud for me when i was called on stage during graduation 😭🥹🥹

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

i graduated today 🥹🥹 years ago i never thought i’d find a school i’d hate to leave behind (yes i cried like 3 times which is also insane, i’ll genuinely miss my teachers and colleagues)

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

@katyafierce @ONYXkcals i’m 20 so fine 3 years younger but yes. my most cherished possessions are my stuffed animals. who cares like why be a mean bitch

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

i need a pill that works instantly and so extremely so that i can’t even act sober

[(vulnerable) 𝓋iki ꜝꜝ @kittybpd]

who up grieving the life they couldve had if they were normal

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

got so high yesterday that i started drawing (haven’t done that for years so the drawing looks like something made by a child) 😶😶

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

@masobur genuinely! i was sa’d by my birthgiver for years, she was a predator but im pretty sure she wasn’t a pedophile. so yes i don’t say “all pedophiles should die” because not all of them are predators like come on

[leøsia ☾ @xanthemax]

oh żeby jakis kotek sie wylegiwal na moim grobie

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

i checked and the last time she texted me and asked to hang out was november 9th

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

i miss the times when my step sister would text me first and ask if i wanna hang out. tbh that’s the most lovely thing anyone can do for me :(( probably because it happens so rarely. all my life i always had to text first and ask to hang out because no one ever cared enough

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

i miss the times when my step sister would text me first and ask if i wanna hang out. tbh that’s the most lovely thing anyone can do for me :(( probably because it happens so rarely. all my life i always had to text first and ask to hang out because no one ever cared enough

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

i’m that friend i fear 🫩 i feel like such a burden

[nitromegamer007 @nitromegamer007]

what the hell do you do when your friend is really depressed and you can't cheer them up no matter what you say

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

this feeling when you’re super upset and wanna relapse but have to wait till you’re home alone 🫩

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

to było jak jej powiedziałam że poprosilam tatę o pójście ze mną do lekarza. może się mylę ale jak proszenie o pomoc ze swoją niepełnosprawnością jest manipulacją i wykorzystywaniem innych..?

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

najbardziej boli mnie jak słyszałam że z ofiary zrobiłam się katem że jestem jak mój abuser (to mi ostatnio mówiła już ex terapeutka bo uważała że moje proszenie o accommodations na autyzm to manipulowanie rodzicami i sprawianie im strasznego cierpienia)

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

najbardziej boli mnie jak słyszałam że z ofiary zrobiłam się katem że jestem jak mój abuser (to mi ostatnio mówiła już ex terapeutka bo uważała że moje proszenie o accommodations na autyzm to manipulowanie rodzicami i sprawianie im strasznego cierpienia)

[mummy issues in 1 piece @ventingsmurf]

nooo moooreee therapy 😝😝 i won’t have to lie about how suicidal i really am in fear of going to a hospital anymore 🥰 and i can continue to do drugs in peace ✌️🎉😍