I hope you find something that gives you peace. I hope you feel the weight shift off your shoulders, I hope you feel stronger. I hope you feel the sun more, see the light more. I hope you reach that point where you're happy with yourself.
when you feel stretched beyond capacity, please do something for yourself; drink a glass of water, wash the tears from your face, read a book or do something you like, eat well - put yourself into the equation too, you are worth it