tho i’m not closing any doors. i’m not swearing off love or relationships. if someone comes into my life naturally, i’m open to it. the difference now is that i don’t want to be the one constantly chasing, overthinking, initiating everything, or trying to force a connection.
just had the biggest whiplash of suddenly not wanting a man anymore. that shit is wackkk. can’t wait for my fourth year to occupy my mind so completely that i don’t have the mental space to think about wanting a guy. i’d rather stress over submissions. men can wait.
does anyone else get insanely romantically frustrated??? like i know sexual frustration is a thing but sometimes i get super intense cravings for soft kisses or make out sessions or cuddling naps or things like that and it’s way more frustrating to me than sexual cravings :((