i woke up thinking about how much i have changed. not sure if it's trauma response, but i'm not open to new friendships anymore, and the instant i sense a disturbing behavior or habit in acquaintance, i just withdraw immediately. zero interest in reconciliation, without grudges, i must add. just disinterested and unfazed. so fascinating cause old me used to fix everything. 🥲
she texted hello, handsome.
i replied with my "account number, let the compliments come with substance. no room for empty words; this level of handsomeness doesn't maintain itself. i'm just a boy in my soft boy era"
clock ittt.