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[Vesper_Core @vespercore3]

Today's my birthday..
I took a nap after long and exhausting night shift..

In my sleep, I dreamed.
I shot my head with a gun.
I don't know where I got the gun from.
But there I shot, right in my forehead.
The bullet stays there.
I feel at piece..

[Vesper_Core @vespercore3]

There's a gapping void in my chest after you left.

I'm waiting for you to return.

[Vesper_Core @vespercore3]

It still hurts..

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I thought time heals all wounds..

But not this one apparently..

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"Yesterday, I cross a road without even looking," I replied to his question..

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My friend knew that I am in another knee-deep depression. He sat next to me and tried to open a bottle of my fav liquor.
"I brought this for us to drink," he said. "Are you happy now?" He ask as if alcohol can bring back what I've lost..

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It all come tumbling down tumbling down..

[Vesper_Core @vespercore3]

It is interesting that we can easily get our hands on flesh-cutting tools.. People who sell them doesn't even consider that their tools can be used for self-harm..

Which is good..

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It hurts..

[Vesper_Core @vespercore3]

It hurts..

[Vesper_Core @vespercore3]

It hurts..

[Vesper_Core @vespercore3]

It hurts..

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I'm so depressed that I use alcohol to wash down pills administered by my docs down my throat..

And I get drunk afterwards..

Now where's my scalpel when I need it..

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No, this cut needs to go deeper.. I need to feel the pain..

[Vesper_Core @vespercore3]

Maybe I should choose more vital location to make incision..

[Vesper_Core @vespercore3]

If my memory serves me right, what's physically happened to me is also happened to my dead ex..

So, naturally, I will die soon..

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Baru aja kepikiran:

If I unalive myself then my dad died due to illness or old age, trus rumah seisinya bakalan diwariskan ke siapa?

Gk ada..

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Do you know why I keep making these lines?

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@Hysirii Does it counts?

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@Deborah9537299 Does it? I'm afraid that those substances are not available here in my country.

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Does anyone has any antidepressants?

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I've been having nightmares, headache, and trouble sleeping lately..

When exactly does it started?

It hurts..