rosie 🫧

gw 120 ugw 90

alt @vsprtines

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

◞ ྀི◟ ͜ ׁ 　rosie 𝄒 s #edrtwt intro 𓈒 ᭪
⠀ ⠀ ◌ ﹒ 21 ꣒ ݁ 𓈒 she / they
⠀ ⠀ ana ✿ ᩙ 𓈒 ݁ high sw ; 5’5
⠀ ⠀ ♡ or ↻ to be moots ᩧ ۪ ⑅ ֹ

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

if i hit 800 before i go to bed i may shed a tear

[lily ♡ -1,2/16 kg 🪽 @lxve2diet]

if you KNOW you've been eating in a deficit and still not seeing loss on the scale please remember this!! #edrtwt

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

speaking of pop punk twt why did i have grown adults in my dms asking me to listen to their band when i was 13

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

mind you the sphere of the internet i was on as a teenager (wattpad > pop punk twitter > kpop twitter) had 0 chance of ever introducing me to them and it’s not like SHE was out here bumping do i wanna know

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

told my mom i got into arctic monkeys in 2023 and she went “oh you were LATE”

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

well. we’ll find out in july!

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

i wish i knew what my current weight was but i’m also lowkey glad i don’t bc i think i would kill myself if i knew how much i gained

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

@skeleangel UR ROOM IS SO CUTE

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

@etherealstellaa + i don’t want anyone else irl to know beyond the few ppl that already do. i keep telling myself “i’ll only mention it when i’m thin enough to actually look disordered” and i know how crazy that is 😞

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

i don’t have an official diagnosis but both therapists i’ve had have agreed i likely have anorexia and my boyfriend, who previously had anorexia, is very confident i have it. so i say i’m anorexic

[☁️࿁ yukina ୧ @homurowi]

hot take but u don't need to be professionally diagnosed with an ed to be on edtwt... it doesn't take a psychiatrist to realize u starving urself isn't normal

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

@etherealstellaa YES EXACTLY. i’m very lucky in that i qualify for government insurance and all of my mental health care is fully covered, but i do not feel comfortable telling my psychiatrist about my ed. i don’t think she’d think i’m lying but i have such internalized shame around it that +

[isa @227bil]

i see my future

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

@Sierqc oh no 100%!! at my lw i was happy i’d lost so much but i still hated my body and wanted to lose more, same thing’ll probably happen this time around too 😭😭

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

i have to believe that doing yoga will help me look good even if i don’t burn a lot of cals doing it otherwise i’ll go crazy and kill everyone

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

@Sierqc sorry for the yap 😭😭 but either way i hope ur doing okay 🫶

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

@Sierqc + she was a little worried. i’d lost 50lbs in a year and she’d always complain about how bony my shoulders had gotten. THATS ALL TO SAY … 1. when ur disordered u genuinely never know what u rly look like and 2. if they genuinely care, i don’t think the intention was to mock u

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

@bleachedsmile happy friday mr jeffery woods

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

good morning mooties!! it’s friday yayyyy, let’s all have a good day today <3

[rosie 🫧 @vesprtines]

tbh yeah. i wasn’t even worried about beauty standards when i was a kid, i just hated being one of the bigger kids. and even when i became aware of the expectation to be small i wasn’t motivated by that, i just hated how i looked