heeseung’s recovery from cancer.. he opened up so much here. i am so broken reading this…
💬 I can’t even imagine how difficult that must’ve been to go through at such a young age.
🦌: The treatment process wasn’t easy, but when I saw how my mom took care of me nonstop, I wanted to put on a brave face for her. When the hospital held events like talent shows for the patients, I’d play guitar and even host them. I dreamed of being a singer ever since I was six, but to be honest, back then I didn’t really have the mental bandwidth to even think about that. I’d watch my friends pass away and kept thinking, “I want to live so badly, I want to go home.” Thankfully I made it through treatment and got to go on with my life, but fitting back in with my friends wasn’t easy. I had a lot less energy, and since my hair was still growing back from chemo, I got teased a lot for it. My friends would be like, “What is that, grass? You’re like a monk.” But I just took it because I wanted to fit in. Once I got to middle school, I had some good friends, but I wasn’t as outgoing as before. I became more of an introvert. I haven’t thought about that in a long time. It hurts to bring it back up. (laughs)
“why is he still talking abt it" bitch it was THE INTERVIEWER who asked him that question and he literally refused to answer it politely because it could potentially affect the members WHAT ELSE WHAT HE SUPPOSED TO DO? U PPL ARE NEVER SATISFIED.