sometimes i wish i never got up from my bed that night and fell asleep. which is probably not okay to think. but at least i don’t have to deal with these emotions
i deadass hate work sm, ive never felt so miserable. i wouldn’t mind usually but my mental health keeps splitting.
if i upset my bf i also get upset and beat myself up and i feel like i want to die bc of it.
my anxiety has gotten terrible.
my depression probably worse.