graphic cards pumped really hard again recently, idk why any artist would need a RTX 5090 for free but drop your portfolio for a free gpu
these gpus are in hongkong so prefer no shipping (local artists), ill consider shipping if its asia and no hk artists respond
I’ve been wanting to get this off my chest for a while but been struggling to articulate my thoughts in a manner that doesn’t come off as someone complaining.
Some days, some weeks, I feel like working on Friends has been the worst financial decision I’ve ever made in my art career. Despite knowing that, at the same time I believe it’s the best artistic decision of my life.
Some days I can’t help if this is all a waste of time & if when it’s all said and done, will it have helped me elevate to the next level of my artistic career or was it all for nothing. I just wish those who are in a position to help me rise to the next level would actually help me. A lot of these individuals already follow me, but don’t seem to really find my art worthy enough of even a like, let alone a share. It’s kinda demoralizing seeing people talk about how they’re in it for the art and support Artists but you only see them constantly supporting the same already well established artists.
The only thing some of these artists have on me is the high sales, and to be clear I’m not mad or jealous of them bc seeing them do it gives me hope that I can do it as well, but I can only do so much on my own. I can share and share (which I constantly do already, as seen by my constant wips) but it just seems like it doesn’t matter.
I know some will take it as egotistical but man, I know my work is fucking good, I don’t want to have to dance or suck up to anyone for it to start receiving the credit it deserves. I can already see the future. If Friends does something crazy when it’s done, the same people I’m talking about will undoubtedly come out of the woodworks and claim that they were here supporting me the entire time. Don’t play with me like that.
Anyways, people will interpret that however they want, just know I’m probably one of the hardest working people here who actually is pretty good at what they do & does it all from the heart.. Because I know what I was put on this rock to do, I have that blessing and luxury to know…. Some people search for that thing their entire life and never find it.