Vicente

Don’t try harder. Try easier.

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@agatanahiuktena that’s actually what everyone does

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@R38TAO O que seria o contrario nesse caso?

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@theralkia for how long?

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"you either survive in the jungle or exist in the zoo."

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@YOHAMI humanity is God’s comedy central

he just watches and laughs at all the stupid shit we do

but look at the bright side

he made us in his image, right?

so if he can laugh, you can laugh

life is a joke

laugh

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@YOHAMI you gotta be kidding

i have reached this freakin exactly same conclusion 3 months ago

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@signulll no

avoiding makes him run in circles

there’s no destiny there

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@AlpacaAurelius coconut water and milk

filtered by nature

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@dark_triad_jim how about “i dont go out when i dont want to go out”?

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@kurt_whisper @YOHAMI i can feel it man

happy for you

this is just the beginning and there is a long journey ahead

let me know if i can be of any help

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@YOHAMI @kurt_whisper i will definitely

havent managed to keep up with my reading habits

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i read a few parts of the book

getting in touch with your content, overall, played a significant part in this

i first thought of your posts as interesting

but clearly disagreed with a bunch of stuff

i was in the so called wise bg frame back then

“passing judgement”, “doing what i want” read as something ego-centered

that went against everything i believed in

i found the “treat your thoughts like you treat women” thing funny though and it clicked

created my own version of it: “stop nagging and go clean the house”

and i would laugh at it and actually go clean the house

i eventually realized my thoughts didnt matter

if my thoughts dont matter no one’s thoughts matter either

same thing for feelings

then i started to realize that some many things i did were just me trying to satisfy expectations of others

i would be worried about how they would feel if i did (or did not do) this and that

i would worry about what they were thinking

so pathetic, right?

what i think and feel doesnt matter

why do i care about what this person thinks or feels?

then it hit me “what do i want?”

then i got it

someone asks for help and i say “no, i dont want to help you”

no justifications needed

“justifications”… so pathetic

why do people keep justifying things?

i will provide justifications only if i have some very special reason

when you begin walking out of the “worry about what other people think and feel” prison cells (and there are many layers of them) you start figuring out what you want

and it isnt really an egotistical thing

the ego was actually the thing that worries about others

“i will help this person because i want to”

“you did this for him, can you do it for me too?”

“no, i dont want to help you”

“you are so mean, never talk to me again”

“alright, that is your problem, farewell”

and then, at this point i finally got the judgement part

i even joke: “I was made in the image of God, right? Then, if God judges, I judge”

“I am the God of my own universe”

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a few years ago i realized that we are all in hell

we all spend our lives building and enhancing our own prison

it’s actually some sort of a complicated multi-layered prison cell

so, a cell, within a cell, within another cell and so on

but you know what’s funny?

the doors of each cell are open

you just have to walk right past them

but it hurts like hell to walk past them

so you get back straight into the cell

it is so safe and comfortable

i realized this

and kept trying to walk past the first door

i could never withstand the pain

until, after so many attempts, i finally did walk past it

back then i thought that was the only door and that i was free

it took me a while to realize that my newfound freedom was actually a more sophisticated cell

guess what? the door was open and it was now easier to withstand the pain

it was still hard though; procrastinated and attempted many times

walked past it again, finally

now it is getting increasingly easier to leave these cells

that being said, i dont think i am “there” yet

but i am getting close

i can feel it

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recently i began getting into this state

and it’s been happening pretty frequently

i am fully present, in the moment

no stupid thoughts clouding my judgement

i dont give a fuck about what i think or feel

i care even less about what other people think or feel

i know what i want

i see opportunities and instinctively know what to do to get what i want (openings?)

i also instinctively know what i should not do that would drive me away from what i want (walls?)

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@foundmyfitness shouldnt i be concerned about the pesticides in them though?

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@YOHAMI does the website still exist?

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@theralkia tadalafil is a guy raping himself

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@AlpacaAurelius why are protein shakes bad (i am assuming it’s whey here) and supplementing collagen good?

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@datingbyblaine isn’t this a reason to fire this client?