You need boredom. A lot of it. Start by going on walks without music. No stimulation. No distractions of any kind. If you learn to sit with your own thoughts, for long enough, in time they will start serving you. You'll start having ideas once again. You'll start developing an extreme sense of clarity that will shift you into the next stage of your life. All by being bored, which is pretty insane.
@MasterMaliq I'm not blaming the entire religion, it's what you are. Terrorists and terrorist sympathisers. You'll never call out these extremists you. You channel your energy in comparing Christianity and islam while your people spread fear across the land all in the name of your demon Allah
She came to buy footwear in my cousin's store, apparently she was already a regular customer. I told my cousin I want her but he thought I'll never succeed.
This is our second year together β€οΈ.