vienna 🍎

⚢ an-r & autistic 🪩 19 ⋆˚࿔ currently relapsing ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ⭐️ 167.5 cm — 43,3 kg ⋆˚꩜｡ lbmi 14.2

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

#edrtwt intro 🌞

🌍 dx’d an-r since 2023
💝 music & concert lover to my core
🎞️age in bio!
🫂knitter (:
👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩i’m a lesbian
🐞pro recovery always

♡ / ↺ to be moots (:

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

being an awful daughter and lying to my mom about what i’ve eaten the day before i go inpatient ❤️

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

i had a huge caesar salad last night and felt so guilty but i didn’t gain so all is well

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

i’m going into town today and i’m gonna walk around for an hour or so before meeting with my friend and then we’re gonna go for a walk :) enjoying my last bit of freedom before going inpatient tomorrow 🥲

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

niche things to pack for inpatient?? what are the must haves

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

im going out to eat tonight with my family and my grandparents just found out im going inpatient on monday… i have no idea how dinner is gonna go

[zey @cursinmyncme]

gracie abrams you’ve never done anything wrong in your life

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

i hope i can make it into the 42’s by monday then i’ll at least be bmi 15.3

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

i’m going inpatient on monday

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

how do i cope with not feeling sick enough to deserve treatment? a couple months ago i was 3 kg less than now so i have major imposter syndrome about going inpatient at literally bmi 15

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

i’m most likely going inpatient on monday # what the flip

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

@rikisngel keeping this in mind ty <3

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

i’m tired i’ve literally been consuming 1100 kcal max

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

i hope to god im not getting weighed at my appointment tomorrow, ive barely lost anything since last week somehow

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

i’m 7 months clean from sh solely because i relapsed in my eating disorder and had another self destructive addiction to focus on

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

i’m like a week away from being able to wrap my fingers around my upper arm

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

i’m going to speak with the head of the ed unit on wednesday and if i can sort it out with my school i think i’m gonna go forth with the admission

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

i’ve been maintaining for nearly a week i’m going insane

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

i wish i didnt affect my parents so much being sick

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

i made my mom angry but i avoided eating more for breakfast at least

[vienna 🍎 @viennarots]

according to my scale im maintaining but ive literally be eating 1000 kcal + burning 4-500 active kcal a day so idk what thats all about