the only reason they could never be lovers is that they didn’t understand their feelings properly and lived in an environment that never allowed them to learn how to express themselves properly Despite loving each other, they were never lovers, and they never will be bc Ivan died
oikawa is obsessed w watching hajime fuck him. if they arent making eye contact, his eyes are glued to hajime's hips, watching how they move in and out of him and god he loves when hajime lets him record it so he can watch it over and over and over