@bunnwantstodie hot showers/ baths are a life saver. ik quitting cold turkey is hard for a lot of other ppl w/chs, but I def recommend limiting ur useage of bowls, personal carts, and strains high in thc at the very least (at least in my experience those trigger it way more)
@butterflyjam6 pressure of perfect portfolio overwhelms, and ur not alone. I burntout for year after trying to complete their portfolio on time. Pls try 2b kind and patient with urself after this. Give urself grace nd time b4, i hope u findur way back 2 enjoying the processes nd not the product
@butterflyjam6 “Oh that happened 2me this time last year. I didn’t know it was so common” nd immediately being shot by this pic bc I can tell that we both burnt out making a portfolio for the same program/school. The amt of requirements+pressure that the portfolio is can suck the joy out of art
How to explain to a 26 year old man that we are in different stages of life —except it’s because he’s content to continue living the same way he has since he was 13 and not because he’s half a decade older than me. Bro ur 26 and have never had a job or lived away from ur family.
Post grandpa’s funeral, car ride home and my parents say how they want us to live our lives and be happy-how our family is the most important thing. The fucking switch up cause three years ago they said they’d disown me, cut contact + bar me from seeing my siblings if I started T
@eatingpixiedust Like the hypocrisy is mind boggling I wonder if they only say that because I’ve been fem presenting while living at home Tbh I’m just hoping that when I go on t they won’t notice? Bc realistically I can’t afford uni w/out them rn, and that’s gonna be a ton of stuff to figure out.
Took my adderall worked out, organized emails, had a shower and did skincare, abt to do my laundry and create a calendar w/my work nd class schedules, sign up for my schools radio show, and the calisthenics club, finally getting a date for my first drs apt abt hrt. 2026 is mine.
@exhaustedloser Literally! I’m tired of mourning who I would be if I cared less about the idea of them loving some other version of me. Fuck that I want to live for me. I want to be happy!!
This video of Connor Storrie being the catalyst for me signing up for an appointment to start HRT was not what I expected but thank god for Madonna and that gay porn-hockey tv show
@meowbl__ Fr!! Like I’ve always known but i had to ignore/ very pointedly not think abt transitioning as much as I could at times for my own safety but the vid made me realize I want to be happy. Connor is an inspiration and im happy he’s impacted you to be yourself too!!