no one talks about how hard it is when your mood is constantly switching between “its okay, i don't care. i'm fine” and “i don't know how much more i can take”.
although it’s a hard pill to swallow that no one owes you closure, i think it’s pretty cruel to not give someone that when they are extremely anxious and need it.. especially when they were once someone special to you .it’s borderline demonic #imo
we had it planned to hang out on my birthday, but i had a gut feeling they both were just gonna bail last minute, i was right. I’m always the one who is trying to keep friendships up, keep the connections from fading, always being the one to text first, the whole month-
didnt have passion to game, draw, just bed rotting and sleeping, hurting myself, having my first panic attack in years, going to my psychiatrist to get a readjustment to my meds, goes back to work early April, mentions my birthday to co-workers who were my friends-
Warhorse Studios, developers of Kingdom Come: Deliverance, rumored to be working on a new open-world Lord of the Rings game
$100M in funding, with gameplay similar to Hogwarts Legacy.