ellie •°○•°

cw: ~44kg ♡ goal bmi ; 15.5
-' 152cm

[/ᐠ - ˕ -マ @foxfuneralz]

i fantasize about people trying to help me and being concerned but i dont actually want to get better. sorry if that makes me a bad person

[Lee 🕯️ @dollhoodz]

hot take. while edt1kt0k “larpers” are unbearably cringy, i don’t think they’re invalid at all. if you’re engaging in / actively seeking out eating disordered content, there’s an almost 0% chance that you are completely “mentally well”.

[ellie •°○•° @vinzzyq]

@sweetruffless im right here come get me /j

[ellie •°○•° @vinzzyq]

@LuckiesShoya not a mental illness but i have autism and quite possibly depression (not diagnosed depressed tho)

[ellie •°○•° @vinzzyq]

this heatwave is actually messing up all my plans. I LITERALLY CANT WALK OUTSIDE?? and im way too lazy to get up at 7am bru

[cassie is follow limited 𝄞 @keepitcassiie]

being ugly in public makes me feel bad like im so fucking sorry guys😭😭dont look at me

[ellie •°○•° @vinzzyq]

first bc on here.,,.
bmi 19 ish i think, except im fat + flat as fuck
i wanna try on this fit in 2 or 3 months and make my own comparison-spo 🤤

[⁀➴ erin . @sillverllining]

every time this girl pops up on my pinterest i feel so sick 💔

[Jake :P @Jakieypea]

I keep eating and eating and eating where the fuck is the disorder

[yuki ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ SUSSED AT 8K @yukinomza]

Imagine failing school to focus on your eating disorder only to fail your eating disorder as well 🥰

[ellie •°○•° @vinzzyq]

@8lovelea8 wtf 😭 why is that the first thing they thought of

[rae is not okay ౨ৎ @ibyaerii]

its a calorie LIMIT not a GOAL its a calorie LIMIT not a GOAL its a calorie LIMIT not a GOAL its a calorie LIMIT not a GOAL its a calorie LIMIT not a GOAL its a calorie LIMIT not a GOAL its a calorie LIMIT not a GOAL its a calorie LIMIT not a GOAL its a calorie LIMIT not a GOAL i

[ellie •°○•° @vinzzyq]

@thatorrchia MINE IS THE SAME WAY 😭 made even worse by the fact he starves himself too

[ٓ @thatorrchia]

my older brother patronizing me bruh im crying 😭😭😭 he said "holy starvation mode" seeing my portion and when i told him i lost 7 kgs since may he said angrily "im giving you 2 weeks to stop this" WHO R U 😭😭😭😭 IM NOT GONNA STOP MY EATING DISORDER???

[nura @00_yyen]

This is why I’ll never use step apps cus wdym a 3k step difference

[luna @borderlinebones]

why am i seeing so many of you using ai to make you skinny? im sorry you’re fucking losers and i will be unfollowing anyone i see do it, yes it is that deep.

[ellie •°○•° @vinzzyq]

@wlforwon damn we're doing half calories now? 😭

[lunα 🐰❤︎ @soufflace]

why is it so triggering when bigger people eat less than you i cant even explain it 😭

[ellie •°○•° @vinzzyq]

@whisperonasea well if u didnt eat 7700 cals over ur maintenance then yea you didnt gain a KILOGRAM of fat, but if you eat over ur maintenance and haven't exercised then you will gain SOME fat. this is me being nitpicky sorry

[ellie •°○•° @vinzzyq]

@deemorty RIGHT?? i was fasting last week and at the 40h mark i took a shower and FAINTED and i havent fasted since cuz im scared to faint again 😭 how do ppl do it