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Will be moving accs soon so if you still wanna keep contact please follow me in @springismylover!!!
It’s been a pleasure being here but the pain gets too much, thank you for all the years. I’ll keep the happy memories close!!♥️

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Bigbang is back most definetly incredible. Hey move :)

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Hope everyone’s having a good day :( Goodluck to you all. It’s really been a whole fucking year

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Today really hits different. The pain and heartache is real

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TODAY IS A REALLY HAPPY DAY

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If you still care to follow me you can find me on @springismylover !! Am pretty active there actually!

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HI GUYS!! I MISS ALL OF U AND SH IS BACK

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I know there’s huge conflicting ideas about what bigbang should and shouldn’t do l, and ultimately it’s their own choice, but I do think we deserve a closure. A song, a letter, a documentary showing us how they felt. Anything. But after all these years we deserve a closure.

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I just got through a one minute video of bigbang. I was crying already before I even watched it but I was sobbing uncontrollably by the time it ended. It was one single minute. I couldn’t even do that

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Kang daesung the man who showed me what it’s like to love and accept. Happy birthday. Even thinking you’re thirty makes me astonished

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I don’t come on here anymore. But I couldn’t stop myself from logging in to wish the person I love them most s great birthday. I love him. He gives me hope, makes me smile in times of tarnish and makes bad things worth it. Happy birthday to the holder of my heart kang daesung

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He answers questions that I haven’t even asked yet. And his birthday is like a private celebration between myself. I bought so much food and watched things that reminded me of him

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Does it ever randomly hit you that it’s real. All of a sudden I just think wait? This is literally what’s happening

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Does someone wanna tell me have they figured out how to deal with this yet I need tips

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I miss them immensly. This hurts. I miss us. I miss this account. I miss where we were. Or where we thought we were. Goodnight guys. I hope all of you are taking care of yourselves

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It’s been a month. Hope everyone’s ok. Sending love

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Everything’s a mess but I hope we all can come together for daesung birthday. He’s turning thirty so soon. He deserves more

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@heIloangeI Deadasss being a ot5 stan is a slur am not even kidding like the amount of tweets I read that says shit like whew the ot5 stans is maddening who EVER thought we’d live in a world like this

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Did you ever think we’d live in a world where being called a ot5 stan is a slur lmfao

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Will be moving accs soon so if you still wanna keep contact please follow me in @springismylover!!!
It’s been a pleasure being here but the pain gets too much, thank you for all the years. I’ll keep the happy memories close!!♥️