This painting too like oh my god. Having 2/3 others surround me while I'm like this, legs open, trying to concentrate. Being groped over and over, becoming more messy as they touch me. Being massaged until i become the clay being molded into whatever they want
Someone talk to me for weeks on end and manipulate me into slowly becoming so obsessed i need to update you on Everything and then you eventually make me do things i said i would never do
thinking about a woman giving me commands in another language that i don’t understand and punishing me every time i fail to do what she says until she literally trains me like a dog