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IG: @virtual_NXM

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que sera sera

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when everybody expects so much from you but you just can’t seem to achieve shit no matter how hard you try 😭

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why am i fighting so hard to even survive. it’s really unfair.

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snoopy socks

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i think the reason why i’m so tempted to get back to game streaming is because it forces me to set time aside to actually play games 🫠

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honestly miss gtalk streaming days. probably the least toxic and most exposure 🥹 why did they stopppppp 😭😭

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wish i had musician friends that also cosplays 🥲

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burnout is real

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i want to be lucky, too.

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i always work hard but some things are not within my control and i have a tough time making peace with that 😔

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so. gd. tired.

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also, didn’t update but i’m on day 20 of learning fusion360. pace defo slowed down with working 3 jobs but slowly reaching my goal. 10 more days left before revision!

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1 gig day + 1 teaching day felt perfect. added 1 more gig day cause i was tryna push myself to grow faster but IMMA SEMI PTSD RN.

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@Senorita_Te_amo too many things i wanna do but too little time and aging is forcing me to not forfeit rest🥲

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so hard to multi task yet have discipline 😭

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needa not be lazy and start cutting my gigs into short clips to upload 🫠

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Feels like ive got SOOO much to learn but starting somewhere is always better than thinking about it without taking any actions 🫠

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And thats why i live by the slogan of YOLO. You rather look back reminiscing than regretting.

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Cant believe BND was 6 years ago.

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How do ppl drop everything and move overseas. Esp when they have plans/are at the age to start a family 😭