nicki watched lestat be taken away from their bed after they fought. sees lestat return changed, sees his mother come back from death, and gets tortured by armand, lestat is now there and rich. nicki's one way of making sense of it all is thinking lestat is cheating on him.
“I couldn’t do it… but I watched, as Armand pushed him into the fire and made sure he stayed there with a poker in his chest….nicki had a bemused look on his face as he burned”
And watched witches burn at age 9. Are we the sum total of our experiences?
lestat please just this once don't romanticize your trauma to deal with it. your biggest fan was hard enough to swallow i dont think i can handle the magnus bit being portrayed as romantic in front of my own two eyes. i won't be able to see the screen. my eyes will be too blurred
"For the first time in my life,I was seen." -Nods and kisses lestat in acceptance.
"be the man in the different suit; yet the suit changes nothing and once again im kissing Lestat on the altar" -later on louis admiting he would chose lestat again in every circumstance.