why we care so much about how people live their lives? stop being so bitter just bec you can't have what they have or experience what they experience, it will get you nowhere.
'cause if you guys are living your lives to the fullest and i know it, i would be so much happy and proud even if they are my fantasies you are living:))
one thing abt me, i'm not afraid to be alone. i can just cut people off when my peace is the one being affected. no buts, no reasons, once i feel that it is not healthy for me anymore, i distance myself without saying anything.
to express myself and to be fully myself. feels like i am just behind their shadows, not seen nor heard.
i just realized, coming out your comfort zone isn't always a good thing. leaving the place where you feel most comfortable may affect you in a negative way.
i am happy, i enjoy the company. but the safety? i don't feel, the genuineness—it's not there. and the happiness? it's different.
we hang out, we laugh and eat together, planned things together, we are very open to each other, but why do i feel like i'm not safe and free to