reading all your theories about chbbnw made me feel a lot of emotions I don’t even want to think about. i’ve seen and know what it’s like to have someone diagnosed with cancer. i can still remember how it affected my tita and our whole family.
and I know I will never fully recover from it. i miss her so much that it hurts badly. that’s why I hope that if ever the theories come true, kat will survive. kat will be healed. and maybe then, I could learn to heal and recover from grief with her.