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ed diary ✦ ݁8teen • ࣪𖤐 ugw: 42 kgs / 94 lbs #edtwt #subtwt

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@whoismeloddy tysm💗

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i’m so scared for uni😞 i hope i make new friends and keep up w the gym and res

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@polkadoodledot literally my dream

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i don’t have a scale rn (vacation😢) but i tried on some shorts that i literally couldn’t even squeeze myself in AND THEY ALMOST FIT PERFECTLY WHAT?? AND I LOWKEY BINGED YESTERDAY

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genuinely if i lock in for 2 months i could actually get to my ugw…

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if i reach my ugw im getting a belly piercing fr

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my grandma used to ALWAYS make fun of me and how much i ate when i was chunky (mind u i was 12/13) and now she dares to say that she’s “WORRIED” abt my health. BITCH FUCK YOU

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if anyone ever finds out abt my ed im gen ending my shit bro that cannot happen

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everyone keeps forcing me to eat please leave me the fuck alone

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my family is actively forcing me to eat like i will kill myself pls

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i’m LOCKED INNNNN

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pls pls pls god let me be 41 kgs by august pls pls pls

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i’m about to go crazy on res

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sooo im starting a 72 hr fast

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@googieeyed straight bs☠️ bread, plain rice cakes, nuts, crackers, cereal

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@strvingkitty22 ONE BILLION

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happens every day

[isi @c4rsandcalories]

me

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@postmortemedtwt thx!!🫂

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spending on vapes cs i rather have a nicotine addiction than to binge✌️✌️😭

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capuccinos are allowed while fasting btw i don’t make the rules