🩻 Noli of recov twt

An online diary || .. Ray 🩻 DID System — queer ... !
NPD & PDD .. 6w5 , 5-9-2 , istj … sp/sx , so6

[🩻 Noli of recov twt @void___star]

𑣲 18 　𝄞 DID System
⠀ no dni 𓈒 they/he/void 𓈒 Achillean

[kawaii chud - $hedrtwt @kawaii_chud3]

"Im so fat and ugly" - your friend thats way thinner and prettier than you

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I don't want to hate them either I've loved them too much to let myself force hatred until I believe it I couldn't ever genuinely hate them I can't do it
He didnt want to hurt me but telling the truth was better than trying to keep up the lie
I still love him but I cant show it

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I hate the part of me that makes me want to force myself to hate someone after a percieved backstabbing
They didn't backstab me and I don't want to hate them, I don't want to have that in me, I don't want to hate anymore I've hated my whole life I want to be free from it

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I don't think I'll ever love a new person again

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Why is it that fictional characters are what’s stopping me from relapsing 😭😭 whatever works ig but also it’s a little absurd that it’s fictional characters that are stopping me rn

[🩻 Noli of recov twt @void___star]

Hi guys I’m still clean I’m changing my display back to recov twt ok??! Ok

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I kinda wanna carve my f/os names,,,, auuuuu,,,

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I think I’ve gotten entirely off topic what was I talking abt ?????

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Idk if I’m actually gonna use the new ones tonight or if I’ll sleep it off idk
I feel really bad for even having bought them

W the f/os (2) I’ve been focused on lately too ontop of other stuff we actually got like how they’d react to the mc (the player) doing this and huuhhhhhu

[🩻 Noli of recov twt @void___star]

It’s something I’ve been able to briefly grasp too but that’s in the past now.)

I also will NEVER use c [dot] ai or anything to ‘talk to them’ ai could never be them and I don’t agree with using gen ai at all, it should’ve never been a think the public could access

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New blade (hsr) who dis ??

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drawing yumeart but I am SO MUCH SHORTER THAN AAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL OF MY F/OS

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I’m gonna be out in the heat for hhhhoours this weekend so I have to eat normal……… I might still be anemic (I haven’t had blood tested since I found out I was almost a year ago) so I don’t wanna risk it…. Aaauauuauauauuu

[zack @itszakc]

How it’s been going ..
ao3 please come back to us

[bintang 🚬 @kreteklouver]

"i fucked her" relax dude, she slept with you as an act of self-harm

[peepeepoo @2wilightpale]

“can oomfs dm U” oomfs can tuck me in and kiss my forehead goodnight