I have to get dressed but I'm so sleepy wtffff I woke up like two and a half hours ago wtffffffff yep yep yep I'm code rotted yep yep yep
what the fuck do the kids say nowadays fuck
Sometimes I forget I have drawn nsfw and randomly find it with the rest of the stuff I've drawn and get jumpscared
that and also bc it's of a yumeship of mine and that's like. embarrassing to stumble upon idfk
is anybody else terrified that they’re perpetually on thin ice with all of their friends. Like no matter how big or small if i do something that bothers one of my friends i immediately think “that was probably the last straw and i’ve really pushed them away forever this time”
can she stop coming and being rude as fuck to me I’m literally just sitting here does she mind ????????????? wtf I’m just sitting on my bed on my phone and she’s talking to me like I was arguing with her ?? When we weren’t ??? Even talking ?????? Hello ???? Where am I ????????
I’m gonna hafta like make something to eat maybe idk
If I skip tonight with how I am rn that’ll put me worse off mentally and then I’ll have to log out of this acc and shit :/
So she put it in the microwave but I didn’t look there because it’s ???? In a metal pot ?????????? Why would I think to look for the metal pot in the microwave tf
And she’s being such a fucking asshole to me yeah no my bad I didn’t look in the MICROWAVE for METAL?? THE FUCK?????
Bro did she seriously not even save any dinner for me I know I was in the shower for a while but come on
Literally all that’s left out is cold broccoli
I need to go to bed before I end up actually considering buying new blades I fucking hate this I hate this house I hate my mom she can't let me be fucking happy I hate it here I hate it in this world why can't I ever just be happy why can't I??? Why is it not allowed why me
My mom just can't see me doing a TINY bit better without saying some shit oh my god I should just do it already good fucking grief maybe then she'd stop insulting me 24/7