lilith 🫧 relapsed

22 ⋮ ⌗edtwt ┆she , bpd&bipolar⊹ stay safe ! pro recov

[lilith 🫧 relapsed @voidsinside]

sh relapse after months clean

i might just end it all

[lilith 🫧 relapsed @voidsinside]

just ate and im already hungry 🫩

[lilith 🫧 relapsed @voidsinside]

burned a lot more cals than consumed

girls i might be god

[^___^ @wuvcnc]

all roads leads back to crying and relapsing

[phia @sophiawesomepoo]

im gonna kill myself soon and everyones gonna act super surprised for like a month and then forget about me

[lilith 🫧 relapsed @voidsinside]

im so ashamed of this

but i dont even shower as often because i just hate to see my naked body

[lilith 🫧 relapsed @voidsinside]

@jadoremodel YOOOO😭

[Nox @Noxxer0]

Id rather hate myself and be skinny than hate myself and be fat

[jaye @jayesuki]

i hope i die in my sleep soon

[kurtis ♪ shEDtwt @kurtisedtwt]

being the fat chopped friend means watching your friends get hit on and u just stand there 😂

[lilith 🫧 relapsed @voidsinside]

i feel so alone

damn fuck this

[lilith 🫧 relapsed @voidsinside]

been throwing up the last three days, i dont want to eat anymore i feel so ashamed of this body

[lilith 🫧 relapsed @voidsinside]

idk if i rather eat and purge or starve till tomorrow

[lilith 🫧 relapsed @voidsinside]

sadness is just fuel to my ed

I'll be prettier because of it
I'll be prettier because of it
I'll be prettier because of it
I'll be prettier because of it

[jin @nvkajima]

"ur steps app is usually inaccurate without a watch" "ur scale might be inaccurate depending on the floor" "nutrition labels are usually inaccurate" "the calorie app might be inaccurate" "the mirror/phone cam is usually inaccurate" "INACCURATE INACCURATE INACCURATE"

[beth ౨ৎ @dcrlinqana]

why is there zero difference in my body when i lose any amount of weight but the second i gain its immediately noticeable