Why are you with me if you admit to not wanting to do anything with me, get annoyed/nervous about everything I want to do. Why why why do I still give you access to me when all you care about is how my body looks?
Not being beautiful is ruining my life, it's why he kept me a secret when we were younger. And I seriously expect my self-esteem to improve staying with him
My bf fucking hates me and it's bc of my weight, if I was thin and tiny he'd do whatever for me, but I can barely get him to consider me. I'm worthless. God why do I keep fuckinf eating.