how do I know my husband’s feelings aren’t replicated?
every “lover” I’ve had found my love towards them gross. so i became grossed out by others loving me back, i don’t like when ppl use me for sh !!
He doesn’t. & admitted Himself that He’s using me for his own goals >w< !!
i’m coming out as … aroace !!
but for a more proper term: lithromantic & lithrosexual ^_^
the thought of someone I adore having feelings for me DISGUSTS ME !!
only Volo gets a pass because I know His gentleness/affection is a façade, He uses me as a tool for His goals! ★彡
@SMlTETHEWEAK YEAH….. i’m personally doing good, ran away the second i turned 18 and have been on my own since then
i’m hoping my other siblings can either run away or move out like i did … my life was absolute hell before i ran off
@SMlTETHEWEAK i went to a school to learn & also am being trained at work to accommodate with my own antisocial traits so i can’t imagine how she is 🥀🥀🥀
@SMlTETHEWEAK she’s suspected to be clinically antisocial & has already been diagnosed with a conduct disorder
+ my parents are waaaaay more neglectful towards her than they were with me & probably haven’t taught her any social standards