Sorry not sorry but if I happen to say โNoโ to whatever it is youโre asking me to do for you donโt take it personally I just need to set some type of boundary for my own sanity.
I tend to care for everyone elseโs needs and i always leave myself out .. I must change those ways.. it canโt be a bad thing to say NO to others right ? But when I think of saying no I feel so guilty ๐ฉwhyyyy ๐ฅบ
Just had a panic attack ๐ฅบ I havenโt had one in awhile Iโve gotten anxiety but not to the point where I start crying feeling nauseous with a stomach ache and pressure in my chest ๐
Itโs like her body is use to it... her oxygen has been stable but then itโs drops. ๐ I just want her to be okay so she can come home ๐๐ผ๐๐ผ๐๐ผ
If she was home we would have her start dialysis by 7 ... she just called me that they havenโt started .. I understand the nurses at the hospital donโt have nothing to do with that. But Iโm noticing when sheโs not doing dialysis by 8 sheโs gets anxiety
Sheโs been getting anxiety being there she says she feels alone she calls me when sheโs not feeling well or getting a panic attack so I can calm her.
@itsnotapril praying they recover soon๐๐ผ my parents are currently going through that ๐count the days they started with symptoms. And definitely check their oxygen level. My mom felt the worst on day 10 but sheโs stable now still in the hospital for it.