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bed | cerebral palsy audhd (diagnosed!) | 156 | bmi 30s hell | personal diary(?)

[bri ｡𖦹°‧ @brizzkal]

im so insanely jealous of people with a good relationship with food, i've genuinely never had one my entire life and i wouldn't even know how to begin

[! @vsqscals]

It used to be so easy to be disordered back when I was in school. Now I’m expected to be a functioning member of society

[may @maybellinaa]

shopping is fun and all until everything becomes “id look so much better if i dropped 10lbs”

[𝒟𝑜𝓋𝑒 ࣪ ˖🕊 ࣪ ˖ @L1ttleD0v3]

how to ☆ NOT BE HUNGRY ☆

a slightly toxic 🧵 for edtwt

🏷️ edrtwt anatwt thinspo ricecaketwt

[! @vsqscals]

What the fuck is edrtwt I’m not calling it that 🫩

[! @vsqscals]

Bought a new beef protein shake in cherry and blue raspberry flavour and it’s HORRENDOUS…..

[promise 🪽 @boneswasted]

feeling weak & malnourished while still fat is soo embarrassing i need to be thin noww

[alexa/gretchen (euphoria spoilers) @madokaskanames]

@jellwhyfish i remember fantasizing about them finding me dead in my room and being filled with guilt and regret for the rest of their lives 😭😭

[ntrvp @ntrvp6]

"whats the opposite of haram?"

[milu ⁷⋆˚࿔ @skinnizuccini]

seeing a vid of myself and i realise i'm actually a lot fatter than i thought i was

[! @vsqscals]

Does anyone have a telegram gc I can join?

[˖˙꒰ঌ pancake ˚⟡˖˙ edrtwt @cinnaswirli]

"im so fucking disgusting i never wanna eat again" *eats again*

[𝖗𝖊𝖉✞ @_redfeels]

I wish i had the balls to kill myself instead of larping being suicidal

[! @vsqscals]

@siiogyed Sigaradaki iştah kesen şey zaten nikotin ailenin öğrenmesini istemiyorsan kahveye devam et bence

[! @vsqscals]

Aeri’s photo dump is lowkey triggering me… I need to lock in as much as I can

[! @vsqscals]

I can’t think of a time where I haven’t thought about losing weight

[! @vsqscals]

@n1sush1 Intermittent fasting has been the one thing that actually worked for me. Every time I had the urge to binge, i would drink sugar free soda or water. Coffee also works just as well

[e @spngbwb]

in the end i’m always reminded how i will never belong anywhere