:3

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sometimes i like to look at this to remind myself i'm genuinely not the only mentally insane person in the room

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imagine

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i just wanna know why y'all lied and lied to me despite saying you "wanted to be my friend"

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I don't ever remember lying to any of my friends! I don't ever remember abandoning anyone in need! I don't remember dismissing the feelings of ANYONE I CARED ABOUT!
What do the people I trust GAIN from betraying me?

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YOU COULD HAVE SPOKE TO ME ABOUT ANYTHING

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THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE LIED TO MY FACE AND THREW ME AWAY

I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ANYBODY
I ALWAYS LISTENED
YET I ASK FOR HELP ONCE AND I'M THE SELFISH ONE?

WHAT DID I EVER DO TO ANY OF YOU?

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im tired of people who break promises. im tired of people who say they'll always be there but disappear when it's time to show up. im tired of everything i endure

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friends don't ignore each other's feelings. you never wanted to be my friend

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you don't think all my begging and pleading was a sign of something deeper? I never once ask you to coddle me. i never once asked you to sit and listen to me vent. i just need to know someone was <there> for me. but when it's time to show up, you purposely abandon me

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how can i not take it personally when i was the only one ignored i was the only one excluded. i was the one you didn't care about.

im so at a loss even to this day.

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how can i not take it personally when i was the only one ignored i was the only one excluded. i was the one you didn't care about.

im so at a loss even to this day

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how are you going to say im exiling myself and then turn around and literally exile me the next week. you knew the bs you all were on yet you still subjected me to mental torture. what do you gain from all this? what did i ever do to deserve this. i thought i was good to you...

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all you were capable of was blaming me for everything you didn't tell me. you outright REFUSED to communicate with me and blamed me for not being open. you ran away when i needed you all most.

i don't know what i did to any of you for you all to not even consider how i felt

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not a single flying fuck did any of you give me throughout the entire situation. not a single person cared about how i actually felt. none of you ever asked "how does he feel about this" and meant it. i begged and cried so much for the first time in my life yet no one cared

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you never wanted to be my friend.

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say you want me dead.

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:D

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all these talks and you all still never explained why you betrayed someone who deeply trusted you.

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I won't forget.

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don't forget the only time i will reach out is when I want something from you :3

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"I wanted to be friends" but will deliberately ignore you, ignore your feelings, purposefully run away from you, and isolate you from the group, spread nasty things about you behind your back. Oh and lie to you from beginning to end.

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"I wanted to be friends" but will deliberately ignore you, ignore your feelings, purposefully run away from you, and isolate you from the group, spread nasty things about you behind your back. Oh and lie to you from beginning to end.