lawliet ♱

closed hands, open arms, hold nothing

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

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⟡ i eat disordered or wtv
⟡ dni if you’re racist or homophobic or anything along those lines
⟡ i hard block proshiptwt and any1 who weirds me out
⟡ if you’re edtwt ifb

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

i want to prugethis FUCKING CHOCOLATE so bad but i CAMT because i FUCKING HATE PURGING CHOCOLATE

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

im such a fat piece of shit i binge purged pizza just to eat the rest of my entire fucking dark chocolate bar

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

goodnight

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

i MAY or may not have a tumor in my boob but like i’m trying to lose weight rn so i don’t really care that much

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

i just baked and then binged on blondies (vanilla brownie) and then vomited it and then shit a lot so i thin k ummm most of the calories from today have been ejected from my body like a rocket I’m doing fin e probably

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

some people on edtwt have no idea how weightloss works and it's VERY obvious

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

@moonlitsky666 spam cottage cheese..

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

i wantto purge my smoothie so bad FAH

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

i find it's been much easier getting back into losing weight by not counting calories, atleast not strictly.. i feel like seeing the numbers written out either makes me freak out and want to restrict too much OR makes me want to just give up and binge

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

i had ummmmm a smoothie with banana, strawberry, almond milk and matcha and it was quite good.....

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

i've lowkey gone from overeating to extremely undereating in like a very short span of time so i think it's valid that i'm eating a lot of fruit today right? like i don't want to keep restricting too hard and then binge later because my metabolism is out of wack

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

@kurarawrrr ooh damn well stay safe 🫶

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

where are all of my mutuals..

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

@kurarawrrr me too HELLO welcome back i hope you're doing alright

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

redoing my intro again

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

nearly every day since i was 12 years old the voice in my head has said 'get off edtwt and do your homework'

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

i saw someone pass out the other day and instead of worrying if she was okay i instantly thought "that should be me i need to get thinner" like okay wow wtf kind of person am i

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

i keep having dreams that i aquired drugs and then i wake up and realize i'm drugless what the FUCK can this stop

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

i woke up really dizzy and weak this morning so i had strawberries and blueberries for breakfast

[lawliet ♱ @vvandalz]

i had salad potatoes and tomato soup for dinner last night (i had the option to eat chicken but i did noooooooooootttttttuh)