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This is just me venting. If you don’t like it then you can leave.

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Starting a weight thread

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2/26/19
Weight: 141.2 lbs
I fucking gained weight

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Starting a weight thread

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2/25/19
Weight: 140.1 lbs

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I want pb+j by the spoon so fucking bad

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Failed one thing- I body checked.

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I was about to break my diet yet again since I want something sweet(pb+j), but instead I grabbed a sweet potato and put it in the microwave and drank some water.

I will not fail, I will not give in.

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Maybe I’ll try that, a full 48 hours of dedication, hard work, and self control.
I’m pathetic if I can’t make it through the next 48 hours.
Here I go.....

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What if for the rest of the week I actually stick to my diet, workout everyday, don’t c+s, don’t body check, and don’t weight myself?????
This will be an interesting week if I can actually do all that.
I plan to stick to this and then on Friday check and weigh myself.

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Who am I kidding, I would be happy if I could do this for a full 48 hours

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So I wanted to fast until 2pm today but I started c+s which then led me to eventually swallow a handful of prunes with pb+j. At least I took some shits today.

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I had a therapy appt. today but had to cancel cuz of road conditions. I’m glad because I don’t want her(or anyone else) seeing me looking like this. I’m disgustingly ugly and fat.

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Don’t forget that I’m too ugly as well

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I don’t want anyone to see me.
I’m too fat

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I went 8 days without binging. 8 fucking days.
And I just threw those 8 days down the drain.

I’m scared to weigh myself tomorrow

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I broke my diet a little bit today, I ate some peanutbutter and jelly off a spoon. I also swallowed a few bites of a sandwich. I hate myself so much.
Tomorrow I’m not going to eat until maybe 1/2pm. And when I actually eat it will be only potatoes

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So I ended up eating some more potato. I also did chew&spit some food, but it really wasn’t a lot. I then proceeded to do a body weight workout for 30 minutes.

And now I’m so fucking tired

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But also very fucking proud about that!

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It’s past 7pm and so far today I haven’t chewed&spit, I’ve been sticking to the potato diet, and I didn’t eat over 900 calories!!
I...am......shocked
#losetheweight #restrict #potatodiet #chewandspit

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I’ve been laying around/sleeping all day but when I weighed myself a couple hours before dinner, I weighed less than I did this morning!!!