masturbation addiction is crazy stuff, i remember one time i made a vow to stop, later that day i rubbed pepper on my hands so when the urge comes i’d remember i have pepper in my hands then i’d stop, you won’t believe the urge came 11pm that night and i went three streets away to get gloves.
and glory be to the devil, that day led me to the discovery of the best way to masturbate, gloves in your hands with lube all over it.
Tbh being the ‘Better Half’ calling is still better than being the guy cracking her. The self-inflicted damage from knowingly fucking someone else’s partner chips away your trust in women and it affects your future relationships. It usually costs you more in the long run.