Instead of saying, I'd never commit that sin say, “may اللہ never test me with it” we should never be too sure of ourselves, so it is better to ask اللہ to keep you away from it.
idk why most men dont want women who are ambitious and doing smth great in life but i want my woman to be as ambitious as me, and be more intellectual than me so we can learn from eachother and build things together; to me this is the only thing that matters, idc if she can cook or clean. like why would i need a woman who can cook or clean, i can get a house help or smth. a woman w great mind is all a man should care about.
Did I deserve that? No,
Did it teach me to choose myself? Yes, Did I get closer to God cuz of it? yes, Am I'turning to a hateful bitter person? No,
The bottom line is, Im grateful for the pain, it led me to God and myself. And I think thats a Win