having suicide 'stolen' from you is one of the most stifling things young ppl go through, youre not given the right to live as desired nor the right to die as desired. its maddening! no ego or id or superego is allowed to be externally manifest, and when the self cannot exist?
half of my weight loss isn’t even on purpose tbh, i just started more consciously restricting because of monetary issues and here we are, might as well have a motive right
i hope he knew he was loved before he passed, he made the funeral and insurance details so easy and cheap to figure out on purpose because he loves us i can’t