amelia

Im doing my best // vent ac, tw everything

[amelia @w4terbreth]

One person keeping me here. and so I won’t do it. But i wouldn’t mind if it happened

[amelia @w4terbreth]

Its selfish, every bit of it, but im driving myself into the ground, actively

[amelia @w4terbreth]

Relapsed 🦋

[amelia @w4terbreth]

No one knows about the marks i leave on my skin, the way i gnaw and pick at myself like a vulture

[amelia @w4terbreth]

How am i slugging through life at all. It will be a miracle to survive this year.

Genuinely.

[amelia @w4terbreth]

I might just do it on the 29th of December

[misa 🍏 @sweetlylacied]

i lost the weight once i can do it again i lost the weight once i can do it again i lost the weight once i can do it again i lost the weight once i can do it again i lost the weight once i can do it again i lost the weight once i can do it again i lost the weight once i can—

[amelia @w4terbreth]

I wish i could clone myself just to have someone to talk to, or compete with. Just to have a horribly toxic relationship with, so we could both destroy each other together. Because no one else could ever understand the extent to which i hate myself.

[amelia @w4terbreth]

Im so low, I don’t see how im gonna dig my way out of this. I feel like I deserve it.

[amelia @w4terbreth]

falling back in love with my eee dee again, not sure how to feel abt this

[amelia @w4terbreth]

Im losing myself more and more. I wish i cared more.

[amelia @w4terbreth]

Im not even motivated by self hatred anymore, im not sure if i have any fire left in me to change. This is so hard

[amelia @w4terbreth]

I want a perfect soul

[amelia @w4terbreth]

i wonder if ill always be this way

[amelia @w4terbreth]

@damselette_tv @4ndb0nes @user9393921 Omg tag me too pls

[amelia @w4terbreth]

@stinkycalories August 22 (binged and purged 😓)
Intake: 1426
Burned: 636
Net: 790
Cw: 77.1

[amelia @w4terbreth]

@stinkycalories August 21:
Intake: 1165
Burned: ———
Cw: 77.1 🤡

[amelia @w4terbreth]

@itsnot_u_itsmia 41 <3 a dream

[amelia @w4terbreth]

@edenkcaI @diorcxlz Infadel, basically