iwn109_

error.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

as long as i exist,
you'll be loved.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

it's like you punished me,
for loving you.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

you cannot escape something
that lives inside of you.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

maybe one day you'll realize how hard it was for me from my perspective.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

you closed the chapter—
but I'm still reading the last page.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

until the last blood bleeds from my heart,
you are forever in it.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

One leaves because
life forces them to —
the other stays with the pain.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

i am unsure how to express this,
or if it is valid or useful to you.

however, you cannot escape—
something that dwells within you.
Your absence has become a
routine I never wanted.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

i never loved you gently.
i loved you like the last cigarette —
with trembling hands
and a promise to quit after this one.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

you'll find me in the next life,
if not in this one.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

fi amanillah~

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

maybe in another life,
our path would meet~

where time and distance
could no longer defeat.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

the sunset is beautiful, isn't it?

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

everyday, the world will drag you
by the hand, yelling,
this is important! and this is imp!
and this is imp!! you need to worry about this! and this! and this!
and every day,
it's up to you to yank your hand back,
put it on your heart
and say, "no. this is what's important.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

she was like
the last piece of chocolate,
too precious to share~

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

but why is the final act of love always letting go!?

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

everyone in your life will
have a last day with you,
and you don't even know
when it'll be.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

seeked understanding,
not conflict—

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

every reaction
has a root,
every flame is spark.

[iwn109_ @w_wolff5]

hearts bleed in quiet,
unseen ways.