hope

21 ~ married ~ I love music and video games :) hw: 214 🤢 cw: 204 😥 lw : 131. gw : 130. ugw: 110.

[hope @waferthinhope]

I’m genuinely gonna fucking kill myself, I thought my hw was around 200…. I just weighed in this morning at 204, my husband told me I weighed in at 214 two weeks ago 😝🔫 at least I lost 10 lbs in two weeks but wtf I didn’t know I was so fat

[hope @waferthinhope]

I was too scared to look so my husband is the only one who knows my hw right now, I’ll weigh with him in 1 or 2 weeks and I’ll see cw! I kind of want him to tell me my hw but I also hope he doesn’t tell me lol. I hope he doesn’t get sussed out by how fast I’m (hopefully) losing.

[lila is graduating soon! @bratzbmi]

oh

[hope @waferthinhope]

I was too scared to look so my husband is the only one who knows my hw right now, I’ll weigh with him in 1 or 2 weeks and I’ll see cw! I kind of want him to tell me my hw but I also hope he doesn’t tell me lol. I hope he doesn’t get sussed out by how fast I’m (hopefully) losing.

[hope @waferthinhope]

I know if I lose weight like a normal fucking person it will be so much better and I’ll look so much better but I can’t, I tried for I kid you not one day and then I lowered my calories to 1k and then 800 and then to 600, just ended a 34hr fast, I don’t think I’ll ever be normal.

[hope @waferthinhope]

Last time I got to my lw I looked so bad! 🫤 skinny fat with loose skin, I’m maybe thinking about once I hit the healthy weight range to up my calories all the way to maintenance
and weight training (more) but I know how addicting losing is 😓 I just can’t be this fat anymore.

[hope @waferthinhope]

First time doing low res*/high res* whatever, low calories in a loooong time, I’m finally cleaning my room and I keep having to take breaks to lay down, and it’s so fucking embarrassing because I’m so fat I shouldn’t feel so weak 😬 just broke my 34hr fast and still I’m dizzy

[☔ @Whotfismick]

how I feel when someone is showing me a video that isn't funny and lasts more than 2 minutes

[ruby @prettiestbuni]

naturally skinny girls are junkorexics and i will stand on this forever

[PUP. @ItsJustPup]

They completely misread their demographics. This is a literal company suicide.

[hope @waferthinhope]

@Sunbl3ached_mia We literally are the same bmi right now and my lowest bmi was 22 too 😦 that’s crazy

[hope @waferthinhope]

@bunniedwll I’ve been watching nip/tuck, 2000’s beauty standards galore and very graphic surgeries that totally kill my appetite!

[Kam ✨ @PatsKam]

When I was “plus sized” I was never jealous of the skinny girls. I was jealous of the other plus sized girls who had no double chin & a flat tummy somehow.

[ruby @rubyvfae]

country roads, take me home

[e ❦ @whimpermanence]

finding out someone you really respect likes conventionally attractive people is always so disappointing .

[rena ✩˚｡⋆ . @peafowlfan]

whatever you do don’t be fat with short hair

[Sunny @sunnycloudy222]

how it feels to binge once and lose ur ability to starve

[pαrisྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི @schifogirl]

being hungry all the time while also being fucking fat