gwen’s wall of grief

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[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

why can’t we just live peacefully? why do you have to be so reckless? are you going to be like this forever?

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

tangina hahahahaha di ko alam pano nagagawang magpatawad at mag move on ng iba

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

never kong makakalimutan kung gano kahirap para sakin noon. i literally threatened him na mag seself harm ako sa harap niya kung di niya sabihin sakin yung totoo. hahahahahaha tangina teh nabaliw ako sa sobrang sakit.

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

you chose sides. and i can’t let that go. lalo na yung fact na you stood by her even though alam niyo na mali naman talaga and even though you knew how difficult it was for me. never. tangina. never kong makakalimutan.

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

grabe talaga ang damage na ginawa niyo. kaya kahit kelan, kahit anong mangyari, hinding hindi ko kaya papatawarin.

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

nakakainis talaga hahahahahaha

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

pero wala hahahahaha napakagago. talagang finill ng kasinungalin yung utak ko para lang maloko ako. hahahahahaha sobrang effort naman yan. sana talaga sinabi mo na lang noon.

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

di ko din gets eh. bakit di mo na lang sinabi na ayaw mo na? sana naintindihan ko pa na baka talaga na fall out of love ka na sakin. sana hindi ganito kasakit.

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

anlala nung mga lies na sinabi mo noon. yung pag mamanipulate mo sakin na hirap na hirap ka na sa family situation mo kaya di mo ko naasikaso. na parang ako yung may pagkukulang noon tangina anong effort ko para punan kung anong kulang yun pala niloloko mo na ko

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

ewan ko ba hahahaha simula nung nag inom na naman ako, naalala ko na naman pang gagago mo sakin naiinis ako hahahahaha alam ko naman na nagbago ka na pero hahahaha wala eh ginagago mo ko anlala

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

hmm what a shame never talaga nag timing yung pagiging understanding natin for each other. well, siguro ganun talaga

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

hahahahahaha panget ng ugali samantalang pera ko naman pinang gagastos sa inom niya sa vigan ulol ka gago

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

i am so fucking soft

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

you make me feel like shit for days?? ulol maghihiganti ako

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

sa lahat ng nangyari, all i learned is that… lintek lang ang walang ganti

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

i will lose everything before i even let myself get lost

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

i don’t care. i won’t care. bahala ka na

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

so wag ako. i am like this because you made me like this. kaya don’t even test shit. aalis talaga ako. it doesn’t matter what is at stake, aalis ako.

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

im gonna be fine!! i will find a way to be fine.

[gwen’s wall of grief @wallofgrief]

kahit ikaw pa yung mawala basta wag ko na ulit mafeel yung mga nafeel ko noon. kahit ano mangyari, i should be tough. im gonna find a life to live. kahit ano mangyari, im gonna be fine. im gonna meet better people, who will understand and protect me. i should be tough…