no one talks about how draining it is when your mood switches between “keep going , it will get better” and “i can’t do this anymore, im about to give up.” its like living in emotional whiplash. one hour you’re hopeful, the next you’re spiraling
which reminds of how one time whilst studying some guy was pointing at my phone's screen w a pen and actually put the pen on my phone, like left a little dot on the (paper) screen protector