i legit dont wanna interact with 98% of people majority of the time while also hating being alone while also feeling like im a constant bother to the 2% of people i really enjoy i just gotta kill myself at this point man
Unfortunately, I have to admit that I have not done my best. My current situation is a direct consequence of my incompetence. I suck at doing this life thing.
im kinda am perpetually disgusted & embarrassed with myself & feel like i’m covered in a layer of grime at all times & like everyone thinks of me like an abominable creature crawling out from the abyss pretending to be human