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shedtwt ~ 22 ~ he/they ~ bmi 18.4 ~ I need vodka and a cigarette ~ I just shitpost in the middle of the night ~

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I am still alive simply out of spite.

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Also don’t think I’ve ever wanted to kms more (I’ve literally attempted in the last) but actually having people in my life that care about me and a job where I’m one of two employees and parents that are already dealing with enough are kinda pushing me off from that

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So basically my mom is convinced she’s going to die and is making her final goal to be getting me on the right track to lock in and live ! with a future ! so it seems like imma go to trade school in a couple months

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@corpsindresss These comments are so strange, anyways I fr bloat like this after anything but genuinely posture makes a difference and it looks like your back is very arched, w for not purging, stay safe queen

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Now that I’m really seeing the design after staring at it for hours I lowkey got an anorexic gargoyle

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FINALLY got a new tattoo, it’s been too long

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Threw up last night after drinking too much alone in my room 🎆

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If I couldn’t survive my moms death and i couldn’t stand her standing my death then wtf am i supposed to do

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Omfg I need to just die already

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Reaching a flow state of being chopped

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@BlackVeilOomfs Real asf for that, lowkey feel like I need 19 energy drinks rn, gahbless the highs of highs n lows

[Levi : ̗̀ @fainton5th]

Gay, depressed, and skinny fat I NEED to die

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@deerlycals I fully believe passion fruit tastes the way women deodorant smells amd ruins everything it’s combined with, highkey try zero sugar tonic, that’s my go to and it hits as a mixer

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Just sobbed for no reason (I know the reason) (thus probably means I successfully didn’t drunk cry when I blacked out on Friday night, win)

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BFF did coke without me 😔 (I literally ran away from her and woke up in my still parked car hours later, !no drinking and driving folks!)

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@deerlycals Always

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@rodrickofedrtwt I can’t even imagine the recovery process this woman had to go through

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@gr33kyogurt I barely just got behind dipping pizza in ranch sometimes ☠️ not the cool whip, marshmallow and sprinkles combo, I can’t

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Spamming her up until I realize I need to chill

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I stay spamming my one irl friend while pretending I’m not lonely as hell