@JSniperton J my anxiety and depression has robbed me of gaming and being the joker in large xbox live parties, I'm also agoraphobic. Now I find solace in watching you and others playing a plethora of games. It makes me sad to see you sad or hurt and i feel i want to give you a big hug.
@JSniperton J i think you've got the irn bru withdrawals, the only way back from this is eating a whole haggis and drinking an abundance of irn bru. Now I believe haggis is banned in the states so you may have to cross a border, hope this helps and get well soon buddy