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if you think me shaving means i shaved off the mental illness, no , no i have not . i think i got an infection, && i'm actively rooting for it to win .
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if you think me shaving means i shaved off the mental illness, no , no i have not . i think i got an infection, && i'm actively rooting for it to win .
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i wish it was normal to have friends that you build a great trust && time with, but then, with your last act of love, they will hate you when you chase them away, screaming && shooting guns near them so they know you're actually a bad person && don't befriend you again
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all i do is run amok && loud as fuck atop people's houses && beg for bread . i feel empathy with the pigeons because i am a pigeon. an unruly pigeon , that's me
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ted walk em down wheeler stranger things finally getting off the arm chair & putting down the beer video except the hype anthem has to happen every time i go to stand, actually .
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sometimes i think about telling the kids
' no, i'm busy being depressed'
when they ask me to spend time with them so i can go back to chudding out
but then i think about how i don't want to be the gray lump parental figure in a movie about a kid being the adult so i get up
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i started playing my theme music to help motivate me to get out of bed but then my childhood bed broke && somehow i ended up underneath it .
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my nose.
. . .
( leaning down, arms still crossed but a big, gum showing lopsided smirk on full display. porcelain, statuesque teeth shining a spotlight below )
it costs to stare, but i guess your admiration of my superior appearance gets a-
uhh-
a pity pass.
you're welcome .
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wHUH-i- iKNeW THAt- i WAS JUST-
( so used to concern,,-?
no,, that,, he'd have to admit that he was so worried, he just went into the predominant protection mode he was used to being in..
even if it was porco..
or- more like.. because it was porco.. he had to find a way to
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I'm not just calling. You ARE one. Nothing is happening to my lungs they're healing all the damn time in case you forgot. Even putting a bullet in your thick skull right now would do nothing because you'll probably transfer your so called consciousness to your left ball.
discreet .
he turns back, arms crossed , shaving cuts cleaned )
it's not just a CHUNK of ROCK- okay, it's HIS rock, or - whatever material he's got..
MY titan's cool chunk of rock.
not yours.
why're you looking that close at my face anyway ?
i'm not dumb, the lighter ain't up