all but the queen’s blood and the first brood are young to me, princeling. i may favor you, but you have walked only a blip of the time i have been in existence.
⠀⠀𝒻anfare 𖬺͟ revelry, hardly new to him; a monotonous cycle that came as party to the stage persona he had dawned for too many lifetimes.
he laughed, 𝒻lirted, danced⠀┈─ none of it meant a thing to him.
┈ in such displays of instant gratification. after she made quite a few rounds , she opted for sitting on a loveseat — staring @waslelio down from the short distance with arms crossed and brows furrowed ... still holding ┈
allowing his voice to carry through to her mind, his gaze finally lands upon her; curiosity sparking to life behind a pale blue.
⠀⠀⠀𝒔𝒐𝒃𝒆𝒓, this time, conveniently enough, he had enough sense to remain discreet.
.. begs him to. that he's 𝒕𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅. that he's lonely—— terrified of another night surrounded by those who only know him for what he's done for himself the last few years.
⠀⠀⠀" come with me, to one of my shows ," a 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 shot, he knows, though pleading, blue eyes peer up at the other anyway. he leans forward in his seat, elbows resting on the tops of his thighs.
"yes..." he nods.
he knows the nonchalance is just a facade, a defense mechanism. he doesn't take offense to it, nor can he really judge him. everyone has their masks, even marius.
he slowly retracts his hand to give him some space back, but his attention remains on him. —
" it is safe; there's no threat of discovery—— everyone thinks that the vampire shtick is a facade, or calling card, anyway ." he reaches for the same hand that had retracted.
" 𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 ?" he won't say what his mind ..
then again, there was a reason that he was here, in the first place. why he'd found himself back at the elders' side just as he'd been all those year before.
⠀⠀⠀" .. i suppose that's why i'm here ."
scoffing, he finally tears his gaze away long enough to resume the usual air of nonchalance that he'd address anyone else with.
⠀⠀⠀" come to you ?" he echoes, as if the thought itself had never occurred to him.
"it is now, but it won't be forever. you mustn't let it be."
it'd be too much of a shame to see it eat him up like that, or worse, chase after it.
"i am old. i have had centuries more time to practice such discipline."
hardly a fair comparison, though he understands the —