im actually so excited i already put my outfit and everything together, but i dont like my cooking class since theres always onions in the meal somehow BUT I GET TO WORK WITH A CLASSMATE which is super fun
my day wasnt good at all, all i did was sleep to forget about my problems, cry and cut. all i did was rot and dissociate. and i lied to my bf. im so sorry.. im trying really hard to be energetic, i think its working, im really glad, i love him
im actually so depressed i dont even know what to do anymore, all i can do is dissociate from boredom and stay awake against my will, since i cant fall asleep. the days feel so long again, please no