Always fun having parts that are like ... "Name 1, Name 2, Name 3.1, Name 3.2, Left Name, Right Name, [Emoji] Name," etc etc etc.
Like, great job guys. Super creative.
I had a decent dinner tonight but got hungry like three hours later and had a snack and here I am barely two more hours later and I'm ravenous once again.
It's almost 2am! Let me sleep!
Actually there IS something bad that comes with taking T and it's how endless my hunger seems to be.
I ate two dinners last night, woke up this morning like I had never eaten a day in my life and here I am barely five hours after breakfast starving like I've never fed myself.
It's honestly quite annoying because ai feel like I'm not doing too much strenuous activity (save for my workout days) and yet I can't seem to put enough fuel in my body to keep me going.
definitely wanted our first major surgery to be top surgery but if this one turns out to be first then i am definitely not complaining one bit. lets go baybeee β β β β
Apparently SB became co-con with me (Dorian) while the bf and I were getting intimate (I didn't notice because I was β¨distractedβ¨) and now It's telling me they might be having a sexual awakening.
I find this incredibly hilarious π
my depression is so bad right now i cant even enjoy any piece of media without realizing that im not actually happy im only being distracted and everything is actually awful.
@10CatsIn1Coat having a 'loud head' specifically at night is what started us asking questions about why we had increased mental dialogue at night. initially we thought it was simply anxiety-induced insomnia but it led us down the path to discovering that we were actually a system.
forcing myself to eat when im in such an intense amount of pain that not only makes the lower half of my body numb but also makes me incredibly nauseous is.... well... π
did all of my bed sheets, blankets, and pillowcases today so ill do clothes tomorrow. im exhausted and im kinda upset at myself for losing track of time cuz i wanted to wake up at a decent time so i could do stuff. but idk im mildly satisfied with how productive i was today
felt guilty for not doing my laundry before i went on vacation so it's all i did today to get through it. i don't really remember when i started i think it was like 6pm and now it's 4am and im still not done.
the girl flips a gator based on the wild assumption that it'll go docile. she's annoying af but... she's... she's just so fucking cool i...
im so conflicted π